Tuesday, October 25, 2011

My Life..So Far!! ( :

So here is my life so far up to date. I got expelled from school when I was in the 10th grade for selling a freshman some tylenol and convinced her that it was pain medicine. She went to the office claiming I gave her an illegal drug that she may or may not be allergic to. I gave her two standard liquid gels so I'm not sure how that could have "fucked her up" in any way possible. Anyway,got grounded for that for 7 months. Snuck out of my parents house because I was a bad kid and ended up getting pregnant with my daughter. We ended up getting married and he joined the NAVY. While he was in boot camp my daughter and I moved in with his mother and step-father,who is a sheriff. Then when he graduated boot camp,we moved to Pensacola Florida where I met some extraordinary people. Some of my favorites were the Linders,they were also property of the NAVY. Amy was ultimately my best friend in the whole wide world,I shared absofuckinlutely everything with her. Our daughters became best friends also so we were sold for life. ( : They were very polite people and we hung out almost every weekend,had sleepovers with the girls,and we pretty much became each others kids' other mothers lol. She was 7 months pregnant with her second child whom I have also grown to love very much. But with the NAVY comes meeting great people and then getting stationed somewhere else ) : So then we moved to Oak Harbor,Washington. It was a very quiet island and very isolated from everything and everyone. All together a very nice place to settle down and raise a family. As the years went by along came my son. We were one big happy family,until the bastard cheated on me,time after time,after(you guessed it)TIME!! Eventually I got tired of it and stopped trying so hard to make a broken family a home. With that being said,my children and I live with my parents now and are very happy as we have met,and become very acquainted with the most perfect man we could ever add to our family. He is absolutely everything and more I could ever dream of. As every single mothers dream,you want to find that special someone to love your kids as much as you do and you want that help and security of knowing they will always be there to help you raise your children and help guide them as well as yourself through life,I'm glad it's him. He is the light of our world ( : We have been together since May 23rd 2011 and I couldn't ask for any other to spend the rest of my life with. My soon to be ex husband and I are currently going through a divorce and I will be so happy to start my life with this amazing man that my children call daddy(by themselves). We did not by any means encourage it. As I tell everyone who looks down upon it,it is strictly their choice in doing so,if that's what they feel comfortable with calling him,then I'm alright with it. After all,they need someone in their life who is always going to be there for them and their biological "father" sure isn't. No child support,no phone calls to talk to them,yet the man they call daddy talks to them almost EVERY SINGLE DAY while he is on breaks at work,and even comes to see them almost day in and day out. He is AMAZING!! I am currently getting my GED and am going to work at the casino's as a dealer,which I hope is going to get us out of my parents soon!! Not that I don't enjoy living with them and appreciate everything they have done for us,it's just a lot more different than living on your own,especially when you've done it by yourself for so long. Up until now,my life has been pretty rocky,but I'm almost positive that things are about to start looking up for our new little family,and don't worry,you'll definitely be the FIRST to know ( : Goodnight my dear escape from reality. ^.^ Sleep well <

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Where To Start...

I dont even know where to start.Well first off,I am not a English major,or minor at that,so punctuation is going to be wrong.Also,if I misspell something on here,it was meant to be spelled that way. I am very brutal and if you dont like what I have to say,then hop off the way you approached. That is not to say that I have not ever made mistakes,but I do not judge, opinions are like ass holes,everyone has one. Nevertheless,I do enjoy being THE bitch everyone calls me,I have one saying in life and one only..Love me or hate me,either way,I give no fuck. Well I guess I could tell yall a little about myself. My name is_not important. My age is 21,I live in bumfuck Mississippi where the skeeters are as big as beavers. My whole life has always been making someone else happy,well more like everyone. I used to be a people-pleaser. All that changed when I made the decision to move back in with my parents and start a new life. Everyone still knows me as me,but they have seen so many changes that I never really saw in myself until I met this incredible guy whose name is_also not important. He opened my eyes to a lot of things I never even knew existed. But you will know everything about him before the day is over with. I absofuckinlutely LOVE music,I live through music.Anything I have ever felt has been expressed in a song.I guess that is all for now..
P.S. My life is a roller coaster,so there is always something happening..stay tuned,for the ride of your life! Please enjoy,and keep all hands,feet and other body parts you would like to keep inside this mother fucker.